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is a chassidic story I would like to share here: A disciple of the Maggid of Mezeritch
complained that he could not pray with pure devotion because of improper thoughts
that were intruding during his prayer. The Maggid referred him to Rabbi Wolf of
Zhitomir for help with this. On arriving in Zhitomir, the man sought out Rabbi
Wolf's house and knocked on the door, but there was not answer. After repeatedly
knocking on the front door, rear door, and shutters, the man concluded that Rabbi
Wolf was not at home. He sat in the doorway to wait for him and fell asleep.

Hours later, Rabbi Wolf opened the door and invited him into the house. "Have
you learned anything yet, young man?" Rabbi Wolf asked. The man shook his
head in bewilderment. "You knocked incessantly on my doors and shutters seeking
entrance. But since I am master of my house, I chose to refuse you entrance. You
can be master of your mind. If you are determined to keep some thoughts out of
your mind, you can do so. You can refuse them entrance, regardless of how much
they try to intrude."

The truth is that we can be in charge of our thoughts and our imagination once
we decide that we want to be! The first step in taking responsibility for our
obsessive thoughts is acknowledging the parts of us that are fascinated by and
seduced by our pain, terror and shame. The challenge here is to make wellness
choices in our thinking as opposed to worseness choices. The question to ask is:
Where do I want to be (in my mind) and will this thinking get me there?